You know how people say when you die your life flashes before your eyes- well I didn’t die but I did have a mini montage of the many versions of myself over the past few years this weekend. Sometimes I forget the way I used to look, act, be and how far I have come since then.
I tried really hard for the past 2 weeks to defy a part of myself and then I failed but this failure was an eye opener, I did not fail because I am weak- I failed because I have spent a lot of time putting others first and lets face it when the chips are down no one else will put you first. This will sound cryptic and those that have something to take from this post will and others will not.
Failure is part of your process, it is part of life. People supporting you through this is sadly a less likely situation. People cling to other people, religion, substances- good and bad and none of these things can help those that refuse to help themselves. Its like sticking your head in a hole and hoping the problem will go away, it won’t.
So today I want to remind anyone going through the same process that I am- there are 3 words you need to remember… NEVER GIVE UP!
I tried really hard for the past 2 weeks to defy a part of myself and then I failed but this failure was an eye opener, I did not fail because I am weak- I failed because I have spent a lot of time putting others first and lets face it when the chips are down no one else will put you first. This will sound cryptic and those that have something to take from this post will and others will not.
Failure is part of your process, it is part of life. People supporting you through this is sadly a less likely situation. People cling to other people, religion, substances- good and bad and none of these things can help those that refuse to help themselves. Its like sticking your head in a hole and hoping the problem will go away, it won’t.
So today I want to remind anyone going through the same process that I am- there are 3 words you need to remember… NEVER GIVE UP!