So after trying REALLY hard to not be a negative nelly… over the last 72 hormone driven hours I have lost the war to my anger monkeys- which sucks!
Life truly is better when I look at it through my delusional goggles of fun, I have taken on feelings, issues, situations and more that I not only do not need to but that have done me no favours.
I do know that only a fool thinks that life is pure good and that you will always win your inner war BUT I have not enjoyed loosing the past few days. BUT this loss was needed- when you on could 9 & you THINK you have beaten your demons & that there is
nothing quite as real as them popping up again to bitch slap you back to reality- LIFE is a JOURNEY- a PATH you are on- if you don’t stay sharp and on top of actively building the life you want when you look again you will have back slid into an existence you
really want nothing to do with.
Good thing for me is I do not believe in the rule of 3 but of 6… that sometimes you have to ace it for 3 weeks, fail it for 3 days and then make it your reality for 6 years- it is a nice enough theory and right now it is still a theory but if you fall you must fall on your own sword and not because someone ‘helped’ you or twisted that arm. Fall and fall gloriously hard- embrace how much that sucks and get the hell back up to start again. Now remember this feeling- the feeling of another chance because it will not always be there!
Be grateful that most things in life can be undone or changed with enough time & cling to the fact that you still get to learn from yourself and life every single day!
Life truly is better when I look at it through my delusional goggles of fun, I have taken on feelings, issues, situations and more that I not only do not need to but that have done me no favours.
I do know that only a fool thinks that life is pure good and that you will always win your inner war BUT I have not enjoyed loosing the past few days. BUT this loss was needed- when you on could 9 & you THINK you have beaten your demons & that there is
nothing quite as real as them popping up again to bitch slap you back to reality- LIFE is a JOURNEY- a PATH you are on- if you don’t stay sharp and on top of actively building the life you want when you look again you will have back slid into an existence you
really want nothing to do with.
Good thing for me is I do not believe in the rule of 3 but of 6… that sometimes you have to ace it for 3 weeks, fail it for 3 days and then make it your reality for 6 years- it is a nice enough theory and right now it is still a theory but if you fall you must fall on your own sword and not because someone ‘helped’ you or twisted that arm. Fall and fall gloriously hard- embrace how much that sucks and get the hell back up to start again. Now remember this feeling- the feeling of another chance because it will not always be there!
Be grateful that most things in life can be undone or changed with enough time & cling to the fact that you still get to learn from yourself and life every single day!