Now I have heard of your maternal clock which I will admit at times I am aware of within myself. I am after all human and was born with natural instincts but I am very aware of another weird phenomenon…a giant clock ticking and putting a timeline on EVERYTHING!
I want to study further…BUT do I want to tie myself up with that kind of debt- am I too old? And if I don’t will my career just move at a slow pace? But then studying doesn’t guarantee anything does it? ( I have been experiencing a lot of this lately)
The only thing I do know is the extreme presence of time I have been feeling- almost suffocating at times! Life is really hard when you think of it, it would be so much easier if I had a cheat sheet- if I had all the answers (again a thought I guess we all have)- would be great to know which way is the right one.
So this got my thinking of time- as in the concept of time itself. IT is a REALLY strange thing… I mean it is kind of a man made construct if you think of it and who is to say what the right time is for you to live your life by or ensure you achieve certain milestones by right?
Kind of wishing I could devise my own EMP to knock my internal clock on its ass and then just live my life my way on my time!
I want to study further…BUT do I want to tie myself up with that kind of debt- am I too old? And if I don’t will my career just move at a slow pace? But then studying doesn’t guarantee anything does it? ( I have been experiencing a lot of this lately)
The only thing I do know is the extreme presence of time I have been feeling- almost suffocating at times! Life is really hard when you think of it, it would be so much easier if I had a cheat sheet- if I had all the answers (again a thought I guess we all have)- would be great to know which way is the right one.
So this got my thinking of time- as in the concept of time itself. IT is a REALLY strange thing… I mean it is kind of a man made construct if you think of it and who is to say what the right time is for you to live your life by or ensure you achieve certain milestones by right?
Kind of wishing I could devise my own EMP to knock my internal clock on its ass and then just live my life my way on my time!